Forever is a lie .

2010-08-07T10:27:00.000-07:00

I find you so disgusting omg . Now I know Why you know so many things le . You machiam force them to tell you la , just because you overheard something juicy , you wan to know what is it about . Please la . How old Liao ? Omg , mum , don't worry that I wont survive in this society or get bullied . I'm already seeing all types of people that I will possibly see in my life for the years to come la . Ew .

Qingwen : Haha , I know (:

2010-07-31T08:06:00.000-07:00

Super fun day with ngtingjun , shermingoh , chongqingwen and wongxueteng . love you all ttm ! (: Went to jiemin primary to pei tingjun . quite fun . super big la de school . lots of memories too (:

thank you wong ! love my songs ttm now . i love you la ! (:

2010-07-29T06:49:00.000-07:00

lol . sometimes , i dont know what to feel . everything just never seems to follow its path . its hard to let go , cause when i see you , my heart broke into a million pieces . how much you left me to handle on my own . you didnt suffered . you wave a goodbye and left me standing there , in the rain . tears dripped down , but did you know ? so long we had been together , and thats how you broke my heart .

i want to ask you to stay , beside me . be there for me . but it was just my wishful thinking . you never did really care . and now you pretend you didnt know me . not even a casual hi or a smile .

i dont really care anymore . if thats the way you wan it to be , then thats the way it will be . just fuckoff my life .

thank you very much .

Shermin : thanks (:

Joey : haha . lol (:

Hazel : lalala . i dont care (:

Jiaming : lol (:

2010-07-26T09:21:00.000-07:00

Dance today . Went to slack with jolyn after that . Tc kk , jolyn ? 1week only . 6more days . Be strong (: 12november . Important date . Remember hor (:

I find life so totally no meaning sometimes la . Seriously . There just isn't anything you find worth staying for . Fml . how I wish I can give myself a slap hard hard . Really regretted knowing you . Super hou hui . But what's over is over I guess . Smile because it happened , don't cry because it's over . I believed in miracles . that one day I will find someone out there , that someone who loves me as much as I love him . I still do (:

Joey : Got meaning de (:
Tingjun : Thanks (:

I want alot of things ! Save , ah girl ! (:

2010-07-23T19:24:00.000-07:00

Ice skating that time , fun bodoh (:

Qingwen : Thanks (:

Joey : Lol (:
JiaMing : Lol . kk (:

Huixin : (Y) . (:

Hazel : Lalala (:

2010-07-22T08:58:00.000-07:00

Forget his name, forget his face.
Forget his kiss and his warm embrace.
Forget the love that once came true.
Remember now there's someone new.

Forget the love that you once shared.
Forget the face that had once cared.
Forget the time you spent together.
Remember now he's gone forever.

Forget you cried the whole night through.
Forget him when they play your song.
Forget how close you two once were.
Remember now he's chosen her.

Forget you memorized his walk.
Forget the way he used to talk.
Forget the times he was mad.
Remember he's happy instead of sad.

Forget his teasing, gentle ways.
Forget you saw him everyday.
Forget he made your dreams come true.
Remember now she loves him too.

Forget the thrill when he walked by.
Forget him when he made you cry.
Forget the way he spoke your name.
Remember now he's not the same.

Forget the way he said he loved you.
Forget the way he kissed and hugged you.
Forget all those nights when he held you tight.
Remember now he holds her tonight.

Forget all those sunny days.
Forget all those poems he made.
Forget those times through good and bad.
Remember he said he'd never make you sad.

Forget the games he played with you.
Forget the times he stayed with you.
Forget those cold, cold nights.
Remember now he keeps her warm tonight.

Forget the way he looked at you.
Forget you kissed the whole night through.
Forget all you dreams came true.
Remember... that he doesn't love you.

Credited : Jolyn

2010-07-22T05:41:00.000-07:00

Haha . I'm going to do alot of things this year end .

Clean up my cupboards that are like filled with dozens of clothes I don't wear anymore . Lol . It just takes up all the space And I can't even buy new clothes la lol .

Go shop for new clothes . Bugis spree ! (:

Grow nice and Long hair . And fringe la lol . Perhaps dye it brown too . Should be okay during the holidays :x

I hate being normal la lol .

2010-07-20T17:44:00.000-07:00

Alicia : Lol . ya .
evil : huh .
Hazel : I super jealous le la ! >:(

2010-07-20T17:35:00.000-07:00

had been a long time since i updated my blog . i remembered asking hariz what colour contacts should i wear , and his answer was grey . that time we got scolded together for wearing colour contacts . and i remember how he looked like that time , cute and innocent . now ? omg .

i thought i didnt really care , but i do .

Theres always a 'lie' in a believe .
a 'over' in a lover .
a 'us' in trust .
and a 'if' in life .

2010-07-16T07:02:00.000-07:00

am still feeling so sick . sore throat . cough . went to the movies with qingwen and shermin today . despicable me . super cute (:
thank you kexin for all your feedbacks . i understand what you mean le . i will jiayou de (:
amanda signed me up for talent time . super last minute de luh . but its okay . the last year together le . at least can do something together . even if we never get to the actual performance , at least we tried . and thats something which is the most important . iloveyou (:

2010-07-14T16:59:00.001-07:00

I 'm sick now . 37.9 . I just wish he was right beside me . I remembered how worried he was when I was sick the day before ChineseNewYear . He wasn 't able to take care of me . But he was there the whole time messaging me . And how I always wish he would be right beside me forever . It 's over now . But I still miss him . Ttm :(

Tingjun : Thanks (:

2010-07-12T08:26:00.000-07:00

Hi (:
am busy trying to learn cartwheels on youtube . cannot give up mahs . im like still at the baby freeze although i learnt how to do it le . moving on . lalala ^^
i now look up to her . she not only is good in dance , her stamina is zai ttm . + she never get into relationships . no point wasting time . find myself stupid :(

i will never give up ! (:

HuiXIn : Thanks (:
Shermin : Thanks (:

2010-07-10T08:31:00.000-07:00

080710 .
dance today . went to 18chef with jolyntan . talked for super long la lol . then met mrleong at some place near yishun stadium . at first wanted to run . but too late le . the gates all were close . went to a place to ton . talked super lots .

lalala . homed in mrleong car at 10plus . better come back hor . or no photos taken with you le . Sianzxc .

090710 .

dance . cwp with qingwen and shermin . bought junjie 's present . met huixin . ton alot . bitch - ed around with lots of gossips . love it ttm (: Swimming soon .

Miss my side fringe ttm la :(

What i want .

out for jogging and swimming more often .

everlast shirt .

t - shirt .

dance track pants .

Sihui : Agreed (Y) (:

Joey : (Y) .

pretending nothing happen .

2010-07-08T03:23:00.000-07:00

Long time no update le ! :/

Today in school , science starting to teach about the reproduction stuff . Everyone super horny cans ? LOL ._.

Dance . Started refreshing our memory of the national day dance . Part of it . Im still drinking RedBull ! Woots ! Although i know its unhealthy :/ Hehheh . Sorry Dominic . LOL .

Pass Shermin her homework . Get well soon ! :]

Shermin : Loves ^^

2010-07-07T06:58:00.000-07:00

Went to pool today after school . With gladys , dominic , Ray and one guy which I don't know his name . LOL . Cmi le . I haven't been practicing for a super long time . Sianzxc . Sorry that I wasn't very hyper :x
Bused home . Took shermin 's homework and passed it to her . Rest well and get well soon ya ! <3

Two-faced . Disgusting .

Joey : LOL . Anyway , Dominic told me that redbull not good for health . High in sugar :/
Shermin : Thanks . Sureee . I don't mind :]

2010-07-03T10:26:00.000-07:00

SplashPark today with jolyn . Nazri . Jordan . Woots ! Super fun one cans ? Hehheh . I wan jio people out to SSC with me ! Ah ! :>
End here le . Super lazy to update more :/

Joey : Nice cans ?
Sihui : Thanks <3

2010-07-02T06:27:00.000-07:00

I saw you playing in the rain today . Flashbacks . I went into the rain too . And you didn't scold me like you used to . I miss you ttm . I sumpa . Heartbreaker :(

2010-07-01T09:12:00.000-07:00

Super lots of homework stuff to clear nowadays . Tired out from all those things . I wan a break ! Ah ! :/
Today . Was actually quite sad cause was KICKOUT by the class committee . HAHA . Am supposed to be sad but am quite relived instead :0 Like cause i also know i havent been really doing my job well . So dont really deserve the position too . + Jeanette confirm can do a better job than me . Jiayou ! But hor if like leaders cannot go for some events , then need people to go for them . I dont mind de ! HAHA .

SUPER DISGUSTING CANS ? TTM . IF YOU NOT HAPPY WITH ME , CAN CALL 92735885 , SEND A MSG , OR TALK TO ME DIRECTLY . DONT THERE WRITE ON FACEBOOK WHAT YOU DONT LIKE ABOUT ME . NO BALLS CANS ? ._.

Also dont know what to say le , will update soon ! <3

TingJun : Thanks ! <3
Joey : Eat alot luh ! Super lots le kk ? :0

2010-06-28T05:49:00.000-07:00

Ah ! Got caught for the PersonalBearingCheck today . Super innocent kk ? My skirt super long le lor ! She bias ! She hates me ! Eeeewwwwwww . Had to stay in the school hall doing pratically nothing for 2hours ! Other than the 5mins break . LOL ._. Sianzxc .

Went to Amanda 's house to complete GeographyProject . 3/4 done ! :]

Doctor at 1850 . Got medicine and zao . Vomited today . I think i have some serious gastric problem :/

Shermin : Ohmygod ! They are related ! Brother and Sister ! Shocked ttm cans ? :0
Amanda : Lalala :B

I hate how weak i am . Hate how i get sick so easily . Hate how i get hurt and lied to so easily . Im a fool .

2010-06-26T21:46:00.000-07:00

School reopens tomorrow . Everyone would be like posting stuff about not prepared for school or whatsoever on facebook . Typical ^^ I also have to chiong my homework . Super lots cans ? Gtg ! Will update asap the next time i manage to get my hands on the computer <3

Joey : Me too ! Zero ! <3
SotSot #2 : No problem . You too ! <3

InlovewithRedBull .

2010-06-24T09:30:00.000-07:00

Went to do geography project at Amanda 's house . Ended up slacking . LOL . Played audi . Remember Samcute ? Hehheh <3
Played pool after that . Went with Joey . BenHp also came .
Dinner at northpoint with Ben and Joey . They gang up bully me LOL . Say i drink very slow :/ Walao eh ._. Bused home . Had to detour cause of JoeyLew :B Ben ! Thank me for wasting your time . Hehheh :]

XueTeng : Thanks :]
Sihui : Thankyou :]

I 'd never forgotten my promise to you . It 's just that you never know . I hate you for what you did . And i know i won 't forgive you . It 's just too deep a scar you left me .

2010-06-23T05:47:00.000-07:00

Finally updated !

Super lazy nowadays . Went to school today . At first was to meet AnthonyChew . For him to teach me science . In the end , he overslept LOL .

Went to northpoint afterwards . Met Ben Soon Jia Xuan . Talked with him for awhile . Before Patrick came . They slacked muchs and bought mac ice cream . They bought the A1 board for Geography project . Took 812 home and they also came along and took the same bus ^^

Bugis with my sis . Bought the stuff I want . Super happy cans ? Hehheh <3
Bused home :@

TingJun : No need luh ! Hehheh <3
XueTeng : Thankyou ! ^^
Joey : Ya lor ! :@
QingWen : Thanks ! <3
SotSot #2 : Okay ^^
Joey : Super agree ! Zero FTW ! <3

GeographyProject .
MathProject .
Home Econs Project .

Have I let go of him ?

2010-06-19T09:25:00.000-07:00

The day that I 've wished it would never end .

2010-06-19T08:31:00.000-07:00

I miss MrNicholasLeong ! :/

2010-06-19T07:29:00.000-07:00

Went to joey 's house to do maths project today . we super pro . Play audition . Wii . Watch anime . Do project . In just half a day . Super nice pyramid too <3 Next saturday can right JoeyLewYanTing ? ILOVEYOU <3

Xueteng : Not that it 's hard luh . Is cause i epic pig mahs . Keep on doing wrong . Sebastiankoh . BenjaminHp . BenjaminSoonJiaXuan . Super pro LOL :/

2010-06-18T08:25:00.000-07:00

The don't know how many times I injured my shoulder doing baby freeze . Epic pig mahs :/ Super pain . BenjaminSoonJiaXuan ! I need your expert help ^^

2010-06-18T07:20:00.000-07:00

Sometimes i wonder how you 're doing .
So i asked my friends to ask you for me .
And i don 't act too concerned .
Even if they tell me there 's someone else in your clear eyes .
As long as you 're keeping that radiant smile .
It hurts , but i 'll be fine .

Went to wongxueteng house after dance today . THANK YOU WONGXUETENG ! <3 For helping me sync songs . Watch horror movie with TasminChongQingWen and NgTingJun . The Unseeable . Eunice came after that . Slacked muchs . Bused home .

ILOVEYOU <3

QW : Hehhehs . Me too babe <3
Tingjun : Hehhehs . Okayluh . Next time cannot run around whilst watching horror movie hor ! ^^
Xueteng : Of course luh . GohPeiLin leh ^^

2010-06-17T09:15:00.000-07:00

Pool in the morning today . Cmi le . So long never play le ! Ah ! Pool FTW ! ^^ Played for 2 hours . Shiok ! Hehe <3
Went to WongXueTeng house . Slacked much . TingJun . Hazel . Cheryl . HuiLing . Also there . Thank you wongxueteng for the maggie mee ! Your cooking skills very good luh . Hehe . Touched much ? <3 Ngtingjun attempted stealing my precious spot ! Cannot ! :/ It 's reserved for me de ! Right ? Got my big name ! ^^ It 's okay Hazel . I managed to find 60cents for the bus :}
Bused to Northpoint to find ChongQingWen and Shermin . Didnt realised SebastianKoh was also in the bus . Took the same train . Cause he was going to find his friend . Chatted abit . Went to causeway to find Qingwen . Thankyou for waiting for me . Super touched de ! <3
Bused to gym . Went there for workout ! Qingwen go there see cute guys only lor ! Crazy over a guy . Steffi came afterwards . Agreed that the guy not that cute ! :/ Qingwen uh . Find a cuter guy at CityHall ! Breakdancers <3 Guys keep look at us . Cause we like all so small little girls come gym workout . Weird sight :/ Dont care !
Rushed back to Causeway to meet my cousin . My sis . And Reno . Watched ToyStory 3 . Nice ! Super nice and cute <3
Mrt-ed to Northpoint at 9plus . Had abit of dinner . Lots of shops closed le . Northpoint no night life ! :/ Sianzxc . Bused home afterwards .

Super Chiong day ! Super fun too !

XueTeng : Ya luh . Miss you ttm ! <3 Updated abit only !
QingWen : Hehe . <3 today ! ^^
TingJun : We in same boat le . Aiyo . Both must dont care and dont bother so much . Must <3 life cans ? ^^
Sihui : ThankYouLots ! <3
Beizhi : Thanks ! :}

Unsure of how i should feel .

2010-06-16T07:40:00.000-07:00

YOG today . Shermin met me under my block so we could carry all those bags to school . Thankyou shermin ! ^^ I don't know what happened between us . I really want to know . Fixed some formations and so on . Was very slack today ^^

Bused to lunch . Ate at 18chef . Ngtingjun . Chongqingwen . SherminGoh . Wongxueteng . Angyanlin . Ordered pasta . Xueteng and yanlin put loads of cheese . The smell was :/ . Ice cream today was peppermint ! ^^

Then . Met anthonychew at the bus interchange . We bused to xueteng house to do project . Angyanlin . Anthonychew . Wongxueteng . Keep on gossip ! Only I very guai de . Hehe . AngYanLin uh . Glad that you don't really care much le :}
Very shiok . Rarely talk for so long a time le . Missed them ttm !

Shermin : Thanks ! ^^
Qingwen : ThankYou lots ! :}
Xueteng : YOU ALSO KNOW :B
Tingjun : I hope so . In afraid I can't take it :/
Joey : Okay ! Just ask me out anytime ! <3

2010-06-15T05:48:00.000-07:00

Updated ! ^^
I very lazy nowadays luh .
Cant blame .
NgTingJun also forgotten to remind me ^^

14 June .
Karate kid FTW ! Super nice . I watch with TasminChongQingwen , SherminGohYeeLin and Wongxueteng ! Popcorn -crazy de me ! Eat damn lots of popcorn . Sorry !

Then . Went to Night tuition . Bought mac for dinner ! Got chided by Junjie for eating during class . Sorry luh . I glutton mah :@ Ended at 9plus . Bused home .

15 June .
Dance in the morning . MsVivienne never come today . Recap YOG steps . Teach the 'Roses' dance ^^ Went for lunch . With Tingjun . Qingwen . Shermin . Xueteng . YanLin . HuiLing . PuayLin . I remember the rule kk ? WongXueTeng ! ^^
Bused to safra . Meet joey . Do mathsProject at her house . Till 4plus . Wanted to go pooling . Too many people :/ Meet JoeyLew some other day kk ? Went arcade . Played basketball . House of the dead . Drive cars . Bought fuji apple at 7 -11 . Shared . Saw a cute guy . But super unglam lor him ._. Bused home .

SotSot #2 : Hehe . OkayOkay ^^
TingJun : Okay . Must tag me often hor ! :]
Xueteng : Thanks ! :D
Huixin:] : ThankYouVeryMuch ! :]

2010-06-01T06:18:00.000-07:00

Hello !
Just received News !
I cAn receive messages in shanghai !
I have auto Rom .
:]
And you all don't have to pay for messaging me .
Other than the normal price .
But I can't reply you all .
So please !
Don't send me stuff that I cannot reply .
And I can only look .
I will feel the dying urge to reply !
Ah !
:0

Miss me cans ?
Love you all .
Muacks .
:]

2010-06-01T03:26:00.000-07:00

Got dance today .
Was very tired .
All the back bends and stretching .
Aiyo .
Pain pain pain .
:0

Went to 18chef with jolyntan .
Saw qingwen they all .
Ate pasta !
Slacked .
Talked about lots of stuff .
:]

Went walk walk .
Saw him .
:0

Jolyn zao at around 4plus .
Then I went library slack .
Saw him again .
:0

Met my sis at northpoint .
She passed me ear drop .
Then walk walk abit before I zao le .
Bought bubble tea .
Take bus home .

When walking to my house .
I saw my ex .
Super cute de .
Although he just cut hair .
Damn friendly also !
:]
Said hi and asked him why he was here .
Showoff luh !
Say he was playing mahjong .
And won lots of money !
Make me jealous only !
Eeyee !
Very long never got teased by him le .
He shuan me abit .
Then I scolded him .
Then we Zhao le .
Missed him lots too !
Hahas .

I going shanghai soon le .
Maybe this is a good period of time to get over him .
It's so damn freaking hard .
No matter how hard I try .
Must get over him soon soon !
Cannot be sad anymore .
Will be the happy me again when I'm Back from shanghai !
Hope so !
:]

2010-05-31T23:48:00.000-07:00

This is the first time I'm so serious about a guy .

2010-05-31T05:41:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was our primary school chalet .
Me . Kahwei . Xiyun .
Met at the bus stop to collect bbq stuff at Kelvin 's house .
Kahwei 's dad drove us to Kelvin 's house .
The stuff all damn heavy de .
Then .
We were drove to pasir ris .
Chalet was small .
10plus people can squeeze in .
Power .
:]
Went to nearest shop to buy food and ice .
Bought some fries for everyone to eat .
After that .
Shavonne . Hanloong . Helen . Victor . Boonkiat . Etc .
Reach le .
Chatted abit .
Slacked around .
Jordan . Shahriel . Joanne . Tingyee .
They reach Much later .
Played volleyball .
Blahblah .
Some of them went to fetch fei li .
Without realizing they took the key
._.
Was locked out of the chalet .
Until Helen managed to find a way to 'break in' .
:0
Power power .
Survived without air - con . Lights . Fans .
Till they got back .

Started preparing for bbq .
Some guys went to Start the fire .
Quite epic though .
Spent like 1plus hour before finally being able to start .
Started bbq - ing .

Had to leave early .
Wasn't allowed to stay overnight .
So I went Off with hanloong .
Jordan And shahriel pro de .
Walk with us to the interchange .
Thanks ^^

Had a fun day .
Love them lots <3

Why did you even try to get me when you didn't wanted
us to last ?

2010-05-30T23:15:00.000-07:00

You are so fake .
It is obviously me .
You're just trying to cover up .
Isn't it better if we just sort things out ?

I can see that there's no more hope anymore .
I still trust and believe in you .
But .
It's too late for anything else .
I still miss you .
So much .

When can I get over you ?

2010-05-30T09:22:00.000-07:00

I'm shocked at your selfishness .

If you are not happy .
Come to my face and tell me .
Don't badmouth me .
That's such a two faced thing to do .
Eew .

2010-05-29T23:55:00.000-07:00

I wan to ride bike with him .
Walk in the rain with him .
Hold his hands in mine .
And just spend every single moment together .
Just like we promised .

Would it happen again ?

2010-05-29T09:25:00.000-07:00

I miss my ex .
Can 't get over him .
Hard Hard .
Cant 't bear to either .

No one 's there for me anymore .

2010-05-29T07:44:00.000-07:00

Just because we deny our feelings for each other . There's never going to be a second chance anymore .

2010-05-29T04:42:00.000-07:00

You told me to get over him .
You said we would share sorrows and happiness .
You promised you would be there for me .
When I'm sad .
When I need you .
You asked if I would be sad if you leave me one day .
You promised you wouldn't .
Because you didn't wanted me to be sad .

But you did .
You were just lying .
Playing with me .
And I take you for serious .

I 'm a fool .

2010-05-29T03:15:00.000-07:00

Today .
Went to bugis with shermin .
We met up at 1030 .
Before we were off to northpoint .
Had to withdraw money for shopping before that .
Queue for very long .
After that .
We took the Mrt to bugis .
Slack around .
Shop for lots of clothes .
Bought a dress .
A boyfriend shirt .
And a bag .
Love it much much
:]
Soon .
We went to a shopping centre to find shermin 's sister .
She was working there .
Chatted for awhile .
She had to fold all the clothes that people messed up .
Super super tiring de
:0
Took the mrt back to northpoint .
Ate at 18chef .
Pasta ! Woots .
:]
Then we sat there and chatted for a hour plus .
Talked about lots of stuff .
Then suddenly .
Realize my slipper was spoiled .
:0
Walked barefoot to the next bus stop .
Everyone was looking at me .
:>
Enjoyed myself lots lots today .
Lovelovelove shermin !
:]

Were you serious about me in the first place ? How about now ? Do I still exist in you heart ? I miss you so much :[

2010-05-29T02:47:00.000-07:00

I regretted not staying with you when you needed me most .

2010-05-27T19:05:00.000-07:00

Who told me that you would always be there for me ?
Who told me that you would help me get over him ?
Who told me that nothing can break us apart ?
Lies .
Pure lies .
Just because someone 'forced you to' ?
What do I mean to you ?
A puppet ? A toy ?
How can a pure idiot prevent you from being there for me ?
Even if it is someone you respected .
You wasn't there for me when I needed you the most .
You dumped me when I was in despair .
You kicked me aside when you had enough of me .
Who are you ?
Just tell me what happened cans ?
Is it so difficult ?
I deserve to know the truth .
The whole truth .

I know you are not that bad as what people say you are .
You deserve more than that .
I know you do .

Don't leave me without an answer .

2010-05-27T02:21:00.000-07:00

iloveyou

2010-05-27T01:55:00.000-07:00

Ptm today .
Woke up in the morning 7am .
Eyes were red and sore .
Regretted wearing contacts and dozing off
:x

Reached school 7.30 .
Coughing like hell ._.
Got chided by mrsfoo because my results dropped
:[
Must jiayou luh .

Bored .
Went to toilet to slack .
Was listening to music and playing taptap .
He bash in .
:0
Stunned .

Made my way home .
Bus-ed with shermin to northpoint .
Had my lunch .
Went to the movies .

Watch 'shrek forever after' with amanda and shermin .
Cute ! :]

Lasted for 1plus hours .
Go drive cars in FunLand .
Before we went window shopping .
Went to the library to slack
:]
Amanda so fussy lor !
So many books also don't want
:p

That girl diao me again .
._.
Diao her back .

Found out something from BenjaminSoonJiaXuan .
Am so so so dead
:x
Hope that he wont see it .
Ohmygod .

I love zilian - ing alot nowadays
:]

Love is an unspoken mystery .

2010-05-27T01:16:00.000-07:00

Is true love worth fighting for ?
Of course it does .
But only if he is worth it .
Is he ?
..
He WAS .
But not anymore .

2010-05-26T04:44:00.001-07:00

Love .
Ask me why i keep on loving you when it's clear that you don't feel the same way about me . The problem is that as much as i can't force you to love me . I cant force myself to stop loving you .

2010-05-26T04:32:00.000-07:00

Why is my life so complicated ?
I made it so confusing .
Simplicity is the best .
I must use this june holidays to get over it .
No matter how hard it is .
I must try my best best to be happier .
:]

I'm glad to have all my friends by me .
Just take it as happy memories .
The past is the past .
What makes the future is the present me .

Love is a simple one .
Easy to spell .
Hard to define .
Impossible to live without .

I'm just 14 .
14 .
I shouldn't expect so much from life .

Those who judge me by my appearance and determine on my personality .
You're wrong .
If you don't understand me at all .
You don't deserve me .

It's not worth it .

2010-05-25T23:30:00.000-07:00

Obsessed .

2010-05-25T06:59:00.000-07:00

2e2 FTW !
We got into the top 6 !
Woots !
:]

The other classes did great too !
Jiayou for sports carnival tomorrow :]

Don't think i will be running .
Breakdancing has lead to lots
of unexpected injuries :0

2010-05-25T06:17:00.000-07:00

My new blog !
<3

I don't know what happen to my life .
Screwed up .
You don't understand how much i love you .
I haven't seen through you ..
Yet .
Maybe in the near future ?
I won't stop loving . Believing in you .
No matter how things are now . Or in the future .
I know what i want .
Being able to love you silently is a blessing .

Pretending nothing happened hurts .
But .
I hope that it is the right thing to do .
Time will prove all .

I'm not a replacement .
So don't take me as one .
You have no right .

Why do i love those who ignore me and ignore those who love me ?

Wondering if i have a place in your heart anymore .